Onku, my boyfriend has never opened my cloth like this to have sex with me. And with the way things are going, I don't think he will ever. And the reason why I'm writing this is because I know this guy before I started dating him, he was a correct average f*ck boy. He wasn't full time f*ck boy but he was still averagely breaking girls heart everywhere. So I know that there's no way he won't want to have sex with me. And me too, Onku I've my needs too now. My body is not stone.
But I know my boyfriend, if it's not from me, he's definitely getting it from somewhere else. Hope you get why I'm worried now? I've confronted him several times and his excuse is always that he's not in the mood. How can a guy not be in the mood? A full-grown man with a full-grown manhood? Is it possible? He spends the night in my place like 80% of the time and he doesn't even know the colour of any of my expensive pants. Its painful! Whenever we are together, I'm the one that always try to initiate something. He will kiss me back and all that but when it comes to the real business, he will now push me away and say we should stop that he's not in the mood. Even if he's not attracted to my body or something, he should at least be man enough and tell me why he's doing this to me. But this silent treatment that he's giving me, it's killing me and I don't want to ever cheat on him because I know how he will feel.
But I know my boyfriend, if it's not from me, he's definitely getting it from somewhere else. Hope you get why I'm worried now? I've confronted him several times and his excuse is always that he's not in the mood. How can a guy not be in the mood? A full-grown man with a full-grown manhood? Is it possible? He spends the night in my place like 80% of the time and he doesn't even know the colour of any of my expensive pants. Its painful! Whenever we are together, I'm the one that always try to initiate something. He will kiss me back and all that but when it comes to the real business, he will now push me away and say we should stop that he's not in the mood. Even if he's not attracted to my body or something, he should at least be man enough and tell me why he's doing this to me. But this silent treatment that he's giving me, it's killing me and I don't want to ever cheat on him because I know how he will feel.
Hummmm,I think u have to give him some time
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